If there’s one thing I could say to my younger self right now, it’s to apologize for not becoming who I wanted to be, a hero that could save the world. But, I would also tell her how proud she should be, that I kept going even on the hardest of days. I would tell her that no matter how cruel the world is, I remained kind. No matter how much pain I’ve been through, I never chose to give the pain back to anyone. I would tell her how I learned to choose myself. After years of putting everyone else’s happiness before mine, I finally learned to choose me. And the most important thing of all, being a hero doesn’t mean you need to save the world. I learned that you can be someone else’s version of a hero by simply not giving up on them when they have already given up on themselves.

Izzatul N. ❤️

With love ♥ x

Love

You can always be your own self with the one who accept you in and out-without judging, be that what is may, your flaws might be.

 Love is not only about sensual touch, kissing, hugging and all but even at the simplest thing-just by talking to each other until late night will make you feel like floating in the air. That is how you know you are deeply in love.

 If you can tell everything to just one person, no matter what the topic might be, and that person really listens to you, to each and every words, and you feel comfortable at telling all the stories and both of you can make fun to each other, laugh on stupid jokes, and even reveal any dirty secrets about yourself-that is love.

One who truly loves you will never stress you out, but will try his best to cheer you up even by lending a favor on small things. One who care you much will always lower his ego even so, at the biggest fight.

 Even at your worst, he embrace it and turns you into a better person. He sees your weakness but treat it as your strength. Regardless how your looks on any day, he praise your beauty and make you feel like you are the prettiest of all. Also, he doesn’t care on how pale you might look, no complaint on your messy hair, your stupid behavior and accept your craziness. He adores you just the way you are and never try to change you into someone or something else which he desires.

We women tend to love someone wrongly by giving our heart-wholely, and end up hurting ourselves deeply. But don’t lose hope, hold tightly your faith, and keep believing, there’s someone out there who meant for you and will love you as much as he could. Even your heart is fragile and broken now, just believe that one who really deserve your love will fix that broken-pieces- heart come what may, and make you falling in love again.

If second chance is real, so does new love.

 From the one who still believing, Izzatul N. ❤

With love ♥ x

Broken II

Broken crayons still color. Shattered mirrors still reflect light. Being broken does not mean that we are useless. Being shattered does not mean that we must be thrown out. Break a crayon and it becomes perfect for sharing another person. Shatter a mirror and it becomes a mosaic of little reflections. Being broken means that we have the capacity to color the world more beautifully than a rainbow. Being shattered means that we have a greater power to reflect light. We must not see our broken life as pointless. We must not see the shatterd pieces of our existence as a waste. Quite the contrary infact. Every broken and shatterd of our life is apart of what makes each of us beautiful and meaningful. No one colors the world quite like you. No one reflects the light of existance the way you can. TODAY! I will color this world and brighten this day in my own special way because I am broken and shattered.

With love ♥ x

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Full Name: Izzatul Najihah Binti Shamsul Kamal
Age: Twenty-seven
Birth Date: 09 November 1991
Status: Flying Birds (: x

Hello Fellas. Not gonna babble my way to a long introduction of myself cause I'm might bore you with my oh-so-not-amazing bio. One does not simply acquaint themselves until you get to know them. Here's a little useless facts about me. I'm 45kg skinny, 155cm short. A woman but still a child in heart.

I don't do fangirling and I can adapt in any kind of personalities. You can say split personality cause I can be girlish, boyish, a bitch, innocent depends on a group of friends. You can talk fashion, make-up and whatsoever with me but not Malay dramas. Eh?

My blog can be anything I want it to be. I used to update more than one post a day but now I'm kinda busy so I only post when I feel like it. There nothing much to express nowadays. Daily routines got my head stuck but do enjoy every post of mine. Your happiness is my blog's happiness. Thank you for visiting.